I need help but no body understand my hints
 

I keep giving out these hints but I body takes them or understands them. I hurt myself and nobody cares. I say do the court order, they don't do it. I take my stitches out early and pry open my wounds so they bleed again. I take all my pills and drink the alcohol then tell someone I want to die and they do nothing. I snort the powder in my baggie. No body gets my hints for my cry of help.

I'm going to be blunt but stop hinting and start plainly outright asking.

I know, but it's not that easy...

What makes it difficult for you to ask for help?

Hi,

You could write a letter to the person who you would like help from.

Whenever I need help, I tend to write a letter to the person and find a quiet place and time to sit down to give them the letter. In the letter I also tend to give some suggestions on how they can help. I also give them time to absorb the information/letter and for them to ask questions if they have any.

It sounds like you wish someone was already paying close enough attention. Unfortunately what seems so obvious to us, isn't always so obvious to others. And though they may see it they may not know what to do or how to confront it. ^^ Icecube has a great idea with writing a letter. Sometimes it's easier to write it out than to outright say "help me."