2 moths
 

feel like i need to go back even though i know i really shouldnt.
its almost like 1 step forward 2 steps back. im now 9 weeks free/ 2 months but dont feel happy about it.
im going through a bad patch and feel like i hate my life. i have no idea where im going in life and feel im waisting my time at uni. i want to take control in something in my life again, i just feel like a leaf in a stream. just drifting along without any control where im going. i hate it, cant see what to do with my self, feel like a waist of space.

Hello love,

You said that you aren't feeling happy about being 9 weeks SI free, is it that you don't feel you have accomplished something...or that they are being overshadowed by the negative things going on in your life at the moment?

Why do you feel like a waste of space? You have mentioned lots of different things that you feel bad about - but what do you think the problem is at the moment love? What do you want to do hun?

Chloe xx

Hey,

i know this was posted a little while ago now but how are you doing? no matter what happens, 9 weeks is brilliant and noone can take that away from you.

xxx