Now I'm on the edge and I am looking down
 

My emotional state has plummeted for the worst but it was OK. Until this week. This week I lost the one thing that I was holding on for and now I don't know what to hold on to or for. I feel broken and dead inside, I can not process and I can not stop crying. I feel more alone than I have ever felt in my life and I see no hope for my future. Just darkness.

So to the person responsible for this, I HOPE IT WAS WORTH IT.

I am so sorry you've lost something important to you. Could you call a crisis line to talk about it or would you feel comfortable posting about it here in further detail?