Please remind me of the risks
 

I need to hurt myself so badly but don't want to but in my head all I see is the reasons why I should I feel like the 'bad' things that happen wont happen to me I can't think clearly please someone help me see sense.

Will hurting yourself now help in the long run?
How will you feel about it tomorrow?
How many lies will you have to tell for the rest of your life too explain the marks?

It is hard really hard but try to leave those thoughts and feelings please.
Go do something physical that can drain your energy and take your mind from it.

Big Hugs.

I can't really add much to much has already been said in the above post. I do understand how hard it can be. Believe in yourself and the strength you have to get through this.

The scars... nuff said. Remember that in the future any scar that doesn't fade is something you have to explain to someone... especially your loved ones. How long can you keep that charade of lies and deceit over some scars? Not to mention the extreme alienation.

It's easier to deal with past ones, but you never know what you're capable of when urging for something. The worst ones are Keloids... those have no hope of disappearing. Maybe it sounds like I'm beating a dead horse, and I know some like the scars but think of it this way... whether or not you realize it there is someone that cares and it's gonna suck if you figure it out after the fact and hate yourself for harming yourself.