medication sucks
 

i have been taking anxiety medication for about a month now. and i know i cant really expect so much change already but i really havnt seen any. now they're upping the dose and that makes me super anxious for some reason. maybe because i had an anxiety attack at 4 in the morning the first time i started taking it or maybe its my general fear of medication.

they also decided to put me on sleeping medication, which ugh, makes me so so so so so so anxious. i dont like the idea of a medichine to make me sleep. like am i the only one who finds that scary?? im just worried and i dont know