sis died
 

this is my second holiday without her. my birthday is tomorrow and i dont want to celebrate or anything cuz i miss her and want her to be here. keep seeing things that make me think of her. tx helped me prepare this time but its so hard and i keep blowing up at bf about it. she'll have been nineteen in jan and im dying inside missing her. only fourteen months older than her and we were good friends... want her back...

I'm so sorry this happened to your family.
Sorry I'm not sure what to say just wanted to leave a hug.

She is always with you, no one can ever take her away from you!

Try and remember the good times with her, her smile the things she said. "The good things".

It is always hard, the pain never gets less, the periods of pain just gets less as we move on in life and new things fill our lives.

It may sound strange but "try too smile with a tear in your eye thinking of her"!
It helps me sometimes to ward off the pain.

Big hugs!