Bringing balance back
 

Has been such a wild ride in my head this last week. Have been suicidal (thank God for blunt knives, gives you thinking time), huddled and rocking in a corner, absolutely furious at the world and my 'so called' care team, ashamed and guilty that I'm here at all - suffering with this ed while my family watches.
So glad I can now say positively I WANT TO GET BETTER! I have been given some definitive steps to take and I am, one day and one meal at a time, taking steps along my recovery road. I have had to face my control issues and the painful realisation that absolutely everything else in my life was in a huge mess because I couldn't even see it any more. The only thing I focused on was my ed. So, NO MORE! I have stopped counting and weighing everything that goes in. First step, but a massive one.

Thats just pure awesomeness!, right there :thumbup:
You go girl:thumbup: all the best to you!

good luck :)) just keep going!!

Thank you, you have no idea how you have helped me

Thanks! I intend to

That means alot to me. It really does. Thank you. I am glad i could help you:) i wish you All the Best:)

You're doing so well Hannah- stay strong and keep fighting for health. You deserve it <3:thumbup: :hop:

Thanks, I need to hear this today. It's health and life I'm fighting for, not a number

You're doing so well Hannah- don't stop!