I want love, I want hugs...
 

Although I know I don't deserve any.
I feel pathetic, worthless, and lonely...
However much I try to reach out and help others,
I am just treated like a piece of nothing.
There's no one left in my life.

I'm sorry I even existed...
I'm so sorry I'm still alive.

chin up it only gets better when you're at your wits end

Sorry you feeling so hopeless.

Hugs. I hope it gets better soon for you.

Thanks for your replies.

..been crying constantly. Eating is a pain, breathing hurts, sleeping is agony.
I have lost the confidence in regaining any hope.
I crave for love, I want a place where I can return to. And I feel so selfish and pathetic for wanting so much.