The Urge (Poem)
 

I think of suicide almost everyday,
Sometimes cutting takes the pain away,
My friends look at my scars in disgust,
They don`t know, but cut i must,
A burn or a bruise,
I won`t win, I`ll lose,
A cut or a scar,
No shooting star,
Can grant my wish of being free,
Can let me die, no more agony,
I want to leave,
No-one will grieve,
I`m useless, worthless, pointless,
I`m just a dissapointment,
Are you okay,
People may say,
Everytime I lie,
I say I`m fine, but I cry,
Only on the inside,
I have to hide,
From the knife,
From the tragedy of my life,
So please kill me now,
Is there another way, how?
I don`t see the light,
I can not fight,
Give me the benefit of the doubt,
There is no other way out.

That was great! :)

this is really good and can relate to the feelings hope your ok