feeling really ill atm, need hugs
 

im really feeling ill atm. I knows it all down to this meds change but after yet another really rough night im at the point where im just not willing to take it again.

I rang my gp surgery, explained a bit and said i needed to see a doctor, today! No appointments and she said ring back this afternoon. When she realised it was me (not sure if a good thing or bad thing) she said she would get my gp to ring me back asap.

I'm REALLY struggling. I was going to try and hold out till i see my psych on wednesday but its all getting too wierd. I'm seeing things, which is bad enough but my mood has seriously plummetted in the last 24 hours or so. I feel like someone is stood in front of me just telling me to harm myself, pursuading me to do it. This medication has got to stop...today!

*Sends huge cuddles*

That sounds awful!
I hope you get in contact with your doctor soon!

Take care honey. x

*hugs*
Try and stay strong.
It's good you realize that it's the meds causing your problems right now, try to keep remembering that to stop you SIing.
It sounds like your GP will call you back and you will get your app, so hopefully they'll be able to sort something out today.
I'm around if you want to talk,
Tabby x

*hugs*
I'm sorry you feel so crappy right now.
I hope you get to speak to your Doctor and feel much better soon.
Take care.
Xx

*hugs*
hope you feel better soon
x x x

Try and focus on something else sweetie - even though it must be so hard.
You can only hope they'll change your medication - and I'm sure they will when you tell them what's been going on!!
Curl up and watch a movie or sit on here and play games. Even if it's not constructive - at least it'll relax you a bit (Don't play funky pong - that is not relaxing).
I'm here if you want to chat, about anything, at all! :)
Emma. x

thanks

I finally saw the doctor. Told him everything thats been going on and pretty much said im not willing to take the tablets. He agreed with me and im not waiting for wednesday when i see my psych. I think im gonna ask to go back on mirtazapine, mainly because feeling crap is better than this and im supposed to be going to glastonbury in two weeks so i gotta get reasonably sorted. In the meantime the doc prescribed me stelazine to help with the symptoms a bit.

Cant really decide which will be worse. Taking the duloxetine or taking nothing tonight. I react really quickly to meds so im worried. Guess ill see.

*hugs* I hope you get a doctors appointment. Feel bettersoon.

I'm glad you saw the doctor - that's always a good step! And have fun at glastonbury, you lucky lucky thing :)

*Hugs*
I hope you are able to see your doctor soon and you start feeling better.
Take care

Take care sweety. *hugs*

*massive hugs*

*HUGS HUGS HUGS* I hope you're feeling better.....

*hugs*
im glad you saw the doctor.xx

*hugs* Hope you feel better soon.

thanks guys, i really appreciate this.

feeling fairly crap today. Again i know its the medications problems but its still really hard. I havent seen the black figure since yesterday tho so thats a good sign. thanx for caring