when all you wanna do is give up....
 

Your head hurts. Skin is pulsating from broken skin. Tears rolling down your face. With your hands over your mouth to muffle your sobs. Yet all that is better than feeling numb. Its better than just walking around like a zombie. All this is better than being a metered wall flower. To finally know what it feels like to be "alive". To finally have emotions and feelings. Yet is it really worth it? Wouldn't it just make more sense to just give up t o finally just be free. Free from this hell hole we call life. Free from pain. Free from those who hurt you. Free from not being able to breathe. Free from being you!

I'm not entirely sure what I want either