Just a lil something
 

It's been one of those days (and nights) where I have just sat and thought of things, getting myself all down. I went to see my eldest sons grave (and his daddy's grave to!). First time in quite a few months as I haven't been up to it.

I know it isn't the best poem in the world but it's gotten a lot off my chest

It's hard to find the words to say
How much I think about you every day
It's been so long since I held you close
But that's just how life goes.

It's hard to find the words to say
How much I miss you more each day
The say that time is a healer
But all this time has made me weaker

A little brother you will never meet
I think it's time to admit defeat.
I cannot do this
You, I'll always miss

I thought I saw you yesterday
Standing there looking, smiling away
When I realised it was just a dream
I couldn't help but let out a scream

I don't know how else to put this
But I love you, my little angel boy
I hope that up in heaven
All you have is love and joy

Tell Daddy I love him
I love you too
My angel boys
Both gone too soon

That's beautiful!

Thanks. :)

It says a lot. I hope it eventually gets easier for you. :(

Thanks hun..
There are times it just gets too much :/

Here for you,

Truely beautifull :)

Thanks Charlie <3