everybody can just do one...
 

Both of my counsellors and my support worker can just f**k off..... when i talk about stuff they tell me to calm down and start lecturing me about how all this is effecting my behaviour.... then when i cant talk and i'm quiet they are all like 'you need to share with us how you are feeling and thinking so that we can help you'... why do i feel like S**t after seeing these people, i thought this would help me but obviously it isn't and my anxiety isn't helping the matter grrrrrr im so angry and confused...
Then to make things worse my so called friend said to me that i am just a handful symptoms and a list of fears and that she can't deal with it... Well thank you very f*****g much for your support.
Why can people be so ignorant and cruel, i give up trying with everything and everyone... for the last 8 months i have been suffering i cant keep doing it there is only so much i can cope with........

Hi there,

Sorry you're struggling so much right now, and you feel let down by so many people.

Unfortunately, it's quite common to feel worse after seeing mental health professionals at first because you're facing difficult/upsetting emotions and experiences, but it will lead to you feeling better and being able to deal with your issues better.

Maybe it'd be helpful to explore how you'd like them to act towards you or discuss how you think they can help you?

I'm sorry your friend has turned her back as well, it's hard when people don't have or aren't willing to have the capacity to understand and help.

If you ever need to talk please feel free to drop me a PM.

x x x

Thank you

I have Tried to tell them how I am feeling and what goes on in my head and I have wrote it down but they just look at me like I have gone mad or they talk to me like I haven't got the capability of understanding them. All I want is a bit of help and feel like everybody who I talk to is labeling me or judging me.... I have been trying so hard to stay positive and trying to sort it by myself but its hard...
It's got that bad that sometimes I think of ways to kill my self or ill cut and can't stop myself. I feel so isolated ATM... I hate feeling like this, I feel like I'm in the wrong and have done something bad. Its hard to explain... Thanking you for writing back and saying I can pm you, I might do that

Thanks again xx

Hello just thought I would message. Im sorry your struggling At the moment. Pls don't feel bad about your friend, some people just don't know what to do in certain situations and find it easier to distance themselves. I'm sorry your having a bad time after your sessions it can be really difficult talking about things that are painful but it does get easier.
Sorry I could not be more helpful, I'm here if u ever want to talk
Take care
Lotty x