RYL Forums - depression and anxiety

I was 17 the last time i was on here with depression and anxiety brought on from drugs mostly mephedrone. i went on citalopram and dropped out of college, i eventually got my life back together got into fitness and thought about my future career etc. now i'm 19 and have started college again and have moved to a place where mephedrone is even more popular. over the last month ive relapsed on it badly leading to me feeling how i used to.

i don't want to go on meds again because they stopped me getting into the army and i have to wait another year to be clear of anti- depressants and then i can join i just need to sit through it and try and stay away from mephedrone. has anyone else had anxiety depression brought on from drugs and how did they stop with the addiction?