Mike needs some love and support.
 

Our lovely Mike (BigMike) is having a really difficult time right now and is struggling with self harm urges. He really could use some support and he doesn't feel he's deserving of anything nice right now so this thread is to show him that we care and he does deserve nice things.

Mike I hope you can open up here and talk about everything bothering you. You know I'm here for you and remember if you get through this, you can meet Arbie dog :) xxxx

Oh Mike, I'm sorry you're having such a rough time. I'm glad Lanny has made this thread (partly so you can't delete it and insist you're fine).

Lots and lots of people here care very much about you, and you're an integral part of RYL, so I hope you keep yourself safe.

Take care.

Tough love is the way to go with you I think mister! You do need to stop insisting you're fine and asking how the rest of the world is when you should concentrate on yourself xxx

We're all here for you, remember what I said on the book of faces!

Ok, tonight has been pretty hard :/

I was sat here with a load of meds just thinking about taking them all and Lanny talked me out of it with offer of dog cuddles, I know that sounds sillly.

Anyways, yeah I've been burning myself quite a bit tonight and it actually felt good but I know tomorrow i'll regreat it.

I think in the morning i'm going to try and get an emergency appointment with my GP...It's not really an emergeny but yeah, gotta try, right?

It's not silly, she gives very good cuddles :) I think an emergency GP appointment would be good because you can get your burns looked at as well as asking for more support xxx

It is an emergency if Lanny had to talk you out of taking pills tonight. Please ring up tomorrow first thing and try to get an appointment.

Do you know why tonight was so hard Mike?

I don't need them looked at, to be honest! They ain't that bad but there is many haha!

I bet she does though!
I think I will be, this is the wise thing to do!

I don't know, I just knew I had to get drunk so I could hurt myself/

Do you think you could get some sleep now Mike, so you up early enough to call the doctor tomorrow?

I think that's a good idea, to be honest!

I think I will do night!

Nighty night and I will update tomorrow.

I hope you get a good night's sleep, Mike!
And even if you don't think you need those burns checked out, it might be helpful anyway.

I hope you manage to get a gp appointment Mike.
Me and penismoth will be having words if you don't!

Mike you are awesome and you don't deserve to feel like this
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Mike my man, I was wondering what happened to you! I was just talking to you...:( I hope you're doing okay. PM me?

Sorry you are struggling and I hope you can get the appointment. Take care and remember it's ok to ask for support.x

Thank you everyone! I have read all the comments but I just don't have the energy to reply to each of them, sorry.



I tried to ring my GP office this morning, I got up early just for it but they still seem to be closed, you get a message with a phone number to call if you need a doctor but I don't trust it so i'm not calling that number.

I shall try again tomorrow I think.

Ok, I may have got the times wrong, fuck my life.

You call at 8:30 not 7:30 D: I shall try again at 8:30.

Oh Michael, I'm so sorry you're still feeling shit. Did you manage to get some sleep? I'm glad you're trying to get the appointment, could you try again later today instead of tomorrow?

Thinking about you. *leaves love and shizz*

I did actually get some sleep and it was nice..

Yeah, i'm going to call them later and see if I can get anything today, fingers crossed I will.

I've decided i'm going to ask for a referrel (sp) to something like CMHT (given we have something like that here)...I think that's the smart thing to do and i'm trying to do the right thing!

Mary, good luck with your appointment thingy today, text if you need!