suicidal, alone, and really fragile
 

Not sure what to say now. Sorry for wasting so much space

Sorry to hear you're struggling at the moment.

Is there any way you could tell us why you may be feeling like this? It's very difficult to help if we are unable to know the cause...

You're not alone & are safe here.

tired of flashbacks.
cant find love anywhere because its not love what he did wasnt love but what is.
i dont feel save or loved or okay or anything i dont feel anything
i dont want to feel anything anymore im just so tired

what about watching a non-triggering film or your favourite tv show

Ty angel will try

I can understand how tiring flashbacks can be as that is something I am struggling with also but there are things you can do to help. Have you tried any grounding techniques? Here is a link to an thread on how to deal with flashbacks. Also as terrifying as the flashbacks are it is important to remember that they can't hurt you, they are just images.

It's hard to find love again after we have been hurt but it is out there. There are people out there that won't hurt you. You just have to allow yourself to trust someone but that takes time. Are you receiving any support for what happened to you? Hold on there, I know it's tiring but you will get through this. Take care
Kat xxx