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XanthiaJo 28-08-2012 08:32 PM

Putting the phone down
 
Today.. after a rubbish night with no sleep, I decided, screw it, I'm going to turn my phone off and leave it at home. I just can't be bothered today. If someone wants me.. tough.

It's so strange.

See the world as you see it, take it everything that is going on around you with no other distraction of something somewhere else.

I walked to work, feeling like total poop, put on that brave face that today was going to be a good day for a change. Standing in the doorway peering in, I saw happy familiar faces.

The day went so well! It was just so.. good! To just forget everything and everyone who you know personally and just take the day as it went with the people I was with.

I learnt I haven't got to be angry at the whole world. I gotta take it as it comes as I see and hear it. I wanted to cry before I started but to just effectively put that down and enjoy the day after so many weeks of missery and tears..

It was just fantastic.

It's days like this I want to live for :satisfied:

Tig 29-08-2012 12:12 AM

I'm really pleased to hear you had such a positive day :) x

emmasmith 29-08-2012 02:04 AM

sounds like a really lovely day, glad you found a way of escaping your phone and you worries :)

ChangelingGirl 29-08-2012 10:09 PM

I'm so glad you had a good day that taught you a lot fo lessons too.

Porcelain Child 31-08-2012 04:48 PM

I am really pleased that you having a good day, i hope you have many more of them..

Louise 02-09-2012 08:26 PM

Really great that you had a good day, I hope there is many more.


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