why do i even bother anymore....
 

Why do I even f-ing bother anymore. No one cares. I am just so tired of the ish no one even understands. Tried talking to my mentor didn't work because soon as I walk in the house its back to the same ish. I feel so lonely even though there is a house full of people. I feel so empty..I just can't. I can't do this anymore. I wish I could honestly tell someone how empty and lonely I feel but I can't I don't even want to try its too exhausting plus they won't care any way. I don't expect them too. I don't even care about me anymore. Why should I no one else does ! It's just so frustrating !!!! Ugggghhh !!!

Really sorry that your feeling like this.
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It's hard when we feel like no one understands how we truly feel. I really encourage you to keep reaching out though until someone listens. What's got you feeling so bad? Keep fighting, you can get through this. Take care
Kat xxx

People want to care and help but I push them away when they get too close.

Why do you think that you push people away? Having people close can often make you feel exposed and vulnerable, but letting people in and learning to trust, is a great thing to be able to do. You don't have to tell those who are trying to help everything, but maybe gradually it would help to open up and allow people to support you.

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People that I often care for normally don't stick around or they end up hurting me.

That sounds really difficult. Often people can be unreliable, and relationships break down, but I know it can make you feel very low. Do you feel able to speak to your family, or a family friend?

No, I have people from the community to "talk" too.