I just Feel a Right and Utter Screw up at times
 

I always think of my self as Big Hearted, caring, honest,sincere and have empathy who has a good moral code and stand's what i think is right but a Fair amount of the time i just seem to screw up :cry::cry:

And i have my mental health issues:cry::cry:

You could say this falls under the saying

"The Road to hell is paved with good intentions"

That's how i feel.

* And no this is NOT a plea for sympathy, just incase some people were wondering*

heres the advice part - why not start a thread in the R+V section, then you can put as many posts like this as you like and rant away and express your feelings etc

I'd end up screwing that there knowing what i am like:cry:

Arrrgh i just try do and be good and arrgh screw it.... The road to hell is paved with......and all that.

Does anyone have any support??? Contrary to legend i am not the devil!

Trying to find some humour albeit dark in this.

What would you like? Support for your feelings, advice on your situation? I am a little confused as to what kind of replies you are looking for.

Take care.

I can offer some support, but like said above me, i'm not totally sure what you're after.

When I read this, I didn't think it was a plea for sympathy.

I truly feel for you. It sounds like you are having a very difficult time and have a lot going on for you.

It also sounds as if you have feel you have a good and strong character. That is something to hold on to and nobody can take that away from you. We all make mistakes sometimes and at some points in our lives, we will make more mistakes than we normally would, perhaps due to illness or other life circumstances.

Things can and do change though.

I hope you will be able to look at this thread for support if that is what you want :)

Take care.

I don't think that you could mess up making a thread in the R/V section. It'd be your thread and only you could post there. It would be a safe place to share your feelings - unless you're looking for support, in which case you have done the right thing in asking for help.

In many of your threads you say that you want someone to support you and that is a positive thing to admit. Everyone needs somebody to help them and I'm wondering what you think that someone could do to help you? What would you like to happen, do you think?

Take care.

In order for people to support you you need to say what you want from the thread and from the people reading it, because im unsure what you want.