Staying sober...
 

Meth....
I've almost got 3 months sober.
Why is it still so hard... I feel like no one understands how much I struggle with it constantly. How hard it is not to drink... smoke... geek... It doesn't seem to be getting any easier! I still crave so much! Please tell me when this goes away!

*hugs* A long time. I think as with all things it gets easier to deal with over time, but it's been about two years for me since I touched meth, and I am not sober, I gave up trying to be legit 100% sober a while ago, and now I just deal with harm reduction methods, like stay away from dope, stay away from speed, to the best of my ability, and from time to time indulge in "lesser evils" or what have you. I know this is not the "right" way, but it's the only way I can deal sometimes. Anyway I'm sorry if this isn't comforting or a valid answer to you but I just wanted to know my heart goes out to ya, mad love... It's hard, it's hard as ****. Especially kudos on cutting the smoking and drinking out at the same time, you're a better person than I am..... <3..