why?!
 

Why does something that is so bad feel so good? Why did I go so long without it and suddenly it's consumes my thoughts again? Why am I such a failure?!

You're not a failure. Has something happened that's made you feel this way, to trigger these thoughts again?

If I am perfectly honest, yes but I can't talk about it. :crying:

You're not a failure. <3 Message me if you need anything at all.

failure is WAY too harsh. failing at one thing does not take away all the other things that you've succeeded at.

and slipping up isn't failure, it is a part of the process for most, if not all, people (although it is an unwelcome one).

what has helped you avoid harming in the past? maybe you can use some of those things now, and use them as a starting guide to find other things that would help you

I don't even know... :shrug:

fair enough.... there is a big list of ideas of things to do instead of harming if you look on the Fun and Distractions page... maybe you could go through and pick out a few to try when you get the urge to harm yourself

You are NOT a failure <3 Unfortunately, I am wondering the same thing about SI.