uhmm... num trig maybe
 

okay so my boyfriend and i went out for dinner tonight.. we went to chilis and i got a chicken plater. We also had chips and caso.. I ended up going to the bathroom and purging a couple times. Then we went to starbucks and i purged in their bathroom too. I mean **** ive gained 42 pounds (as of 2 months ago, so it ccould be more now) since january because ive been off my meds. im supposed to go wednesday to the doctor, and see if he will put me back on my medds. I feel bad because my boyfriend payed 40.00 dollars for dinner and dessert and all i did was throw it up.. So sad...

Anyways, thanks for reading if you did

Taryn~

hey sweetheart

try not to feel to guilty, hun. it must have been really hard to try to manage eating out and eating a fair bit more than you usually do.
im really sorry i dont have the words right now to say much more... but *holds you* and please take care of your lovely self

Jade xx

*holds*
Baby, I'm you feel like you have to do that. But purging is so incredibly dangerous -as I'm sure you know- is there anyway you could talk to your doctor about this when you go about your meds?
I'm here if you need me - take care xx
Paige<33

thanks guys :)