needed advice asap
 

so basically, i have been having racing thoughts all my life. and i have been wondering how to stop them.so i went to this nightclub just to check it out. not to stop them. then i got this really great performance by a girl. while she was performing, i had no desire to and no thoughts at all. i have tried medication, but that didnt really do much. What happened and what does this mean. i felt so tired i wanted to pass out. usually my thoughts dominate my concious???? could it be something missing in my life that i forgot????
And if it is true, do i love her?

i don't really know what to say... but i wouldn't do anything drastic before you figure out what the situation is