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I'm sorry that you've deleted this. I didn't see what you had written before the edit. Here to listen if you decide to try and talk again? You don't have to do this on your own. *cuddles* if okay.

I hope your okay? Here if you need to talk *cuddles*

I'm sorry you deleted this. I'm here for you if you want it. I'm an excellent listener and I've been told I give great advice. Your not alone with this I've been through abuse too.

*HUGS* and you can come talk to me anytime!

thankyou to all of you for replying. im just not sure i can ever ''recover'' from the abusive backgound ive had. Ive tried therapy, medication, all manner of SH, ignoring it, distracting (i have 2 little kids). Im a big pretender. i look happy and all together BUT IM NOT and I WANT TO SCREAM. I cant even explain myself properly. No one wants to know my story in my experience and I know I am not the only one. heaps of people suffer in silence due to abuse and it makes me so sad :(

Anyone can recover from abuse but it takes some time. It wont happen over night. I also have had an abusive background so I know some of what you went through. What I've learned from my experience is if you can find someone who will actually listen to your story it will help you. I know you dont know me but Im here if you ever want to talk to me. I wont judge you in any way and I promise you wont scare me away either. I want to help you if you will let me in. You dont need to suffer in silence any more hun. I will even share what happened to me if it will help you. My PM is always open for you if and when you need it.

You dont have to be in silence any longer!

You can recover from this hun, but it takes time. Keep plotting away, you will get through this. Take care
Kat xxx

Here's something we do in recovery for eating disorders. We take baby steps. You start off trying to get through 30 minutes and increase it to an hour. If all goes well then you increase it again and stop when you cant focus passed a certain time. Hmmm I hope I said that right. Just take it slowly hun but you will get there.