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thats all i have to say..i am fucked...and i need to be destroyed..one way or antother..just help..before i really get fucked

Hey, no one is 'fucked' can you tell us more about why you feel that way? There are many options for support out there and being destroyed is definitely not the answer. Is there any way you could talk to your doctor and see what support there is available for you? I hope you're ok, please get in touch any time. I'm thinking about you, take care. xxx

i jsut feel so horrible and unloveable..its wat i have been taugth...i just dont knnow how to deal with this monster inside anymore thats it

hey
no ones fucked you may feel that way right now but it wont last forever i can promise that. do you know why you fell unloved? and how have you been taught? im sorry im not sure what else to say but im always here if you need anything.

the pppl that "loved" me just hurt me..in various ways..i have scars that are;nt just from me...im told im fat, im told i dont look good and such..by jppl that "love" me and they tel me these things for my own good they sayl....

people that love me, they say nasty things to me too, that i'm fat and ugly from the scars. and that its for my own good. on days i think the do care, on other days i know they don't. maybe you'll think diffrently tomorrow, or when your in a diffrent mood. maybe they are just having a bad day and though they shouldn't be and don't mean it, snap at you accidently. don't take it to heart. what matters most is wether you think you are beutiful. don't let comments people make absently or "for your own" good undermine your self esteem =(

if you don't know how to deal with whats inside anymore, can you talk to your gp or ask for help from them?