-_-
 

I don't see the point in living anymore.
Everybody leaves
I fail at everything

The worst part?
I asked for help.
I begged.
And still, nothing

So I'm done.
It's over.
What's the fucking point.

sorry.

HEY,

Have you told your parents? School, if you go to school? Depending where you live and what school, they are mandated to help and/or tell you parents. Call the police or something of that sort, 100% for sure they will OT turn you away and WILL help you!

I am sure you dont fail at everything! You dont fail at being a support on here, dont fail at trying, dont fail at writing your name! Last one, kinda stupid but nobody wants to see you go!

Please dont let it be over. Hang in there and try to stay safe. I know you can do it.

Not told my parents, they'd be no help at all. They'd make it worse (if that's possible)
I've told my GP. got refered to Adult community mental health or w/e.
18 weeks before i can get an app.
Went to see my drugs worker.
who basically said i'm a mental case. but in a nice way

dont go back to 6th form until tuesday
its not the sort of place you say you want too die

id never call the police.
or the crisis team[s]
because i cant.
dont deserve it blahblah

Whats 6th form? Why dont you deserve help or support from the crisis team? I think you do! I understand the parents thing. Could you possibly call to get an earlier appt? Maybe mention you need help asap or something of that sort?


Btw... nice pic on your profile, not trying to sound creepy or anything. You in the army or military ot something?

6th form is like college/highschool
but more... strict/private in my case

and because they deal with like. idunno.adults with psychsoosis and adults iwth kids and shit.
they shouldnt have to listen to my whingingshit.
I can't.. that;'s the waiting list for the urgent appointments ><

i'm a cadet (Y)
3 yeaqrs before i can apply for military due to mentalhealth stuff

Its not whining shit and they listen to it because they want to (they are the ones who wanted the job) Think of it that way I guess.

My god! 18 weeks for urgent cases! Didnt know that! There is a definition to urgent that apparently I dont think they know of.

Cadet... Ever seen the movie Cadet Kelly? Off topic, sorry. But, you want to go into the military?

Yknow how i said 18 weeks?
yeas i got a letter tiday.
there's been a cancelation.
its on thursday.
and they want me to fill in a a questionaire
on my '#problems'
and its aimed at fucking adults

i don't think i want 'help' any pissing more

Is there another place that works with young/adults or teens in your area? You really should be treated by someone who understands this age group, because we are different from adults in some ways. Does your GP have any other recommendations? You're strong for pulling through this and having the courage to ask for help even though you've been turned down. You are not a mental case. I'm sure the person who told you that just didn't know how to help. It's not your fault. You're trying and that's pretty much incredible, because I'm sure a lot of people would have given up a long time ago if they were you.