I need my release.
 

I can't seem to cut like I used to. Yeah it feels good, but I'm not bleeding enough.idk what I'm doing wrong, maybe my skins got thicker..idk but I'm goingthrough a lot of shit and I'm not even able to get the relief I need. I don't have anyone to lean on, if I told my best friend she'd say "good, I don't like you cutting anyway" but she doesn't get it, I need that release to get by and its not working..idk what to do...

*hugs*
Maybe this could be a sign that cutting isn't the best way to get your release? There are better ways to manage stress and hurt, than hurting yourself more. Whatever has made you hurt, fight back at that, not at yourself, or else it's just two strikes for you!
Do you have any professional help for this?