i could really use some help right now
 

I just don't know what to do right now. I am feeling so depressed. I am so overwhelmed about school. I don't think I can do it anymore. I don't know how to fix things. I just feel horrible today. I don't even want to cut. that wouldn't do it for me. I know that there have been a lot of suicides around here. I don't want to be a copy cat or anything.I saw my therapist today and it was really intense but not really helpful and I really cant see her again for a week. I have her number but i feel funny using it. I have some friends but i really feel like a burden more than anything else.

I'm currently having the same issues. Last week I just blew off a paper that was worth 30% of my grade. Next week I have another due and I am 10 chapters behind. That's like 200 pages or some crap. And I just can't even comprehend how everyone else in the class is able to deal with this without any problems. Like, just getting up in the morning and going to school is the biggest trial ever for me, and to them it's no big thing. It makes me feel weak and miserable.

But I'm going to try to catch up. I started doing some reading tonight - got through 40 pages (big print though :/ not much of an accomplishment). And tomorrow I'll try for some more. I find that if I can break it up into smaller chunks, it seems a little more manageable. Is there any way you could break up your assignments into smaller pieces? Maybe that would help?