I've Fallen In Love, But It's Falling Apart... *Possibly Triggering*
 

I've never been happy every single day, while my heart is still breaking...I know he's mine, with every thing that I have, I know it....but I'm not his....I want to be, but he won't let it happen.....I see him, and he can't even fake a smile at me....When we wait outside, he's more concerned with how his friends will think of him and I, than the fact that I'm right beside him..I don't know what to do....I'd say I can't live without him, but that isn't true...I don't want to live without him...I'm a different person with him, than I am without..I'm a better person..I smile again, laugh...I'm me again, when I'm with him....I'm not just a lifeless void anymore, I try again, and...I'm happy....I just wish...if he loves me....that I knew it...

Does he know how you feel? try talking to him and see how he feels about you...kind of test the waters so to speak to figure out if you are comfortable telling him that you love him. Give him some time and see how everything plays out, but talk to him about your concerns such as "he's more concerned with how his friends will think of him and I, than the fact that I'm right beside him." Communication is one of the most important (if not the most important) thing to help a relationship work. take care. *HUGS*

Thank you, and he knows I love him, I make sure of that every day, as does he, and I did use your suggestion, and talked to him about it...it's a work in progress right now. But thank you again :)

I hope everything works out for you. I don't know if I said it earlier, but communicating has helped with my relationship a lot.