Not going to help
 

Not entirely sure where to put this, so i figured here was as good a place as any.

My parents found out i burnt stuff in school. Now they have taken everything, candles, lighters, i'm not allowed to light the fire at home. I have to burn things, i cant resist it. If i don't it all builds up, and i'll end up burning or cutting myself. They don't see that i need this, that i am so close to cutting again cos i feel so depressed. Its all turning to sh*t before my eyes, and i cant hold on.

Not really sure what the point of this was now, i just need to talk.

That must be very scary and frustrating for you.

Do you have anybody else you can talk to? Can you talk to your parents? MH worker? A trusted teacher or family member? Your parents are looking out for your safety and that of others, but they need to know how how stressed it's making you so maybe you can, with help, find a new way to vent everything that builds up.

Have a counceller, and would be seeing her today if i hadnt been suspended. Another week now. :(

Could you write her a letter? Get your feelings out on the paper, and then she knows how you're feeling and maybe they can find a way to help you despite being suspended. It would be worth a try.

might do that. Thanks. :/

You're welcome. If you need to chat feel free to PM me.

Stay safe x

She's actually not very good most of the time. :( Ended up talking about crows last time...
But the letter might help i reckon.

Good luck with the letter. Hmm crows? Sounds a little off-topic.
Perhaps you could try bringing things back to important issues by saying things like "I'd like to talk about this now."

You could read up on what the obsession with fire means. Lots of info on the internet about it. Try to understand it for yourself?