I don't feel real.
 

I don't feel alive. I feel like...I am nothing. I feel like everything that happens doesn't matter because nothing is real. Am I going crazy?

I haven't SI'd for more than 4 months, but right now, all I want to do is bleed. Or eat a stupid amount of food.

Help me...

I don't know what to do.

Listen up, hon. You're alive. You're living, breathing, real, you're human. You're worth as much as anyone else here. I know it may not seem like it now, but there are people who care. Do you know why you're feeling this way?
Is it like, an emotional detachment? Or do you feel physically separated from reality?

You're not crazy. Four months is a long time, congratulations. (: It takes a lot of strength to get that far, and I hope you're able to continue. Can you find something to keep your hands busy? It helps me fight the urge at times.

I'm here if you want to talk, just drop me a PM anytime.
xx
Chase

Your not crazy, you are going through a difficult time. However you are worth it. Do you have any support? Hold on there

I can really relate... there are so many times where I'm just so dissociated. It's horrible -_- Those are the times where it's hardest not to hurt myself.

You're not going crazy- I'm sure lots of people feel this way sometimes. Hang in there! It's AMAZING you've gone 4 months :) You're doing such a great job... keep it up and stay strong

*hugs and love*