Relapse & Really struggling.
 

as the title says, ive relapsed & im really struggling. most of my cuts are needing stitches [i went a good few years cutting & needed stitches twice in the space of it,, both accidental] im constantly urging. seems to be always on my mind, how is it possible to be ages clean, slip & be worse than ever? :l i dont know what to do anymore.

Oh lovey, sorry to hear that you've relapsed *hug* I can't answer your question about how it can be worse than ever, but I do know that there's a part of you in there, somewhere that will be fighting again the SI - otherwise you wouldn't have posted. I'm not too sure what else to say as I don't have many words at the minute myself, but just wanted to let you know that I've read this and that you can hunt me down on Facebook if you ever need me. Also, be sure to get the wounds looked at if need be, don't just leave them <3

i feel like possibly words biggest failure.
gah :crying:
meh.

You're not a failure because you relapsed.
You really should get those cuts looked at if they need medical attention, it'll be better for you and it'll lessen the chances of infection and really bad scarring.

Take care,
Em x