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Mirtazapine, if someone took (quantity) would it need medical treatment/attention Would be greatfull if someone could PM or somthing, is important. I don't really know what to do ! So alone/so confused/so triggered !

PM a first aider, normal mebembers cant talk numbers on RYL

Well is why I posted in the first aid section, & asked for PM, will try to PM a first aider but don't really know how I go about PM an actual first aider will see if I can find 1, Thanks !

Maybe you could phone NHS direct- 0845 4647

Doesn't matter, I found a first aider & PM'd I can't phone NHS direct as they'd want to know where I am & want me to go to hospital now, but I'd rather not go until I have to.

you just said someone... not yourself... glad you are speaking to a first aider now though

Well I have to becarefull my parents might see this, not so much talking to a first aider but did PM 1.

I think phoning the NHS would be a good idea.

I dontknow how much you have taken but if it is over the recommended amount it may do damage to your body,please think about going to a hospital or atleast phone the NHS for advice on what you should do

I can't my parents will know, All I want to do is go for a walk try & keep myself awake.

But they may find you passed out due to the OD... what is more important to you... your parents finding out and you go to a hospital or that you pass out and cause serious problems to your body and possible death?

I hope you get help

I'm triggered & feel like ODing on the quantity I have left, haven't actually done it. If I phoned NHS direct & told them they'd want me to go to hospital now to see a psych or something & my parents just think it's stupid that I feel like this, I wanted to go for a walk to clear my head keep me awake & stop me from ODing. I wanted to know the quantity thing just incase I do & if I pass out to make sure that I was in a safe place. This might seem stupid, but my friend died from nobody knowing & not knowing wether he was in danderous doses. He was found 3 days later would rather nobody went through that trauma. I just want to escape my feelings if only for a short while. I'm so sorry if this sounds really stupid. Ceri.

Od'ing shouldnt be used as a form of escape,If you OD and you are found and taken to hospital you may still cause damage and you may die... it can effect you for a long time after the OD if you dont die.

An OD of any size can kill you so its no gauarntee that you will live or die taking a certain amount.

the pain will still be felt if you are hooked up to machines in hospital due to an OD,maybe not as intense if you died but it will still be hard for people... is that worth it for the little escape.

what about phoning a helpline for help ?

The samaritans used to help but can't phone on my mobile, I can't use my parents landline because then they'd know & they'd start calling me stupid, or start shouting at me. It's like I'm not entitled to have feelings. I know it might seem stupid to want to OD to escape. I just want to try & stop myself until the morning as I can phone my doctor then & my parents won't be here so there won't be anything stopping me from saying the way I feel, TRAPPED, I can't even really go out & not come back here because other than my fiance's flat I don't have anywhere to go & he's out playing bingo, & I told him I'd stay here tonight. I can get my houseing application back from my doctor tommorow too.

Have replied to your pm.

Thanks I'm going to bed now as feeling sleepy will post again in the morning. Luv Ceri x

Am ok about to ring my doctor to explain about the way I was feeling lastnight, will keep you posted on what he says ok thanks guys Luv Ceri x