i need her home
 

My partners been an inpatient for over a month now. I was coping really well at first, i think the lead up to christmas helped. but i cant do it anymore, i want her home, i need her home.

i was trying to be strong for her but i just end up crying most times i see or speak to her. i'm able to see her almost ever day but its not the same, shes not the same right now.

sorry i just feel like my hearts been ripped out and im struggling to keep going.

cuddles?

im sorry, i dont know what else to say

*more hugs*

*Huge cuddles*

I'm sorry Emma is struggling like this love. I hope she'll be home with you soon.

*Cuddles more*

*Hugs* Hold on there hun, just try to remember she is there getting help. Maybe plan some things to do during the day and night so your mind is kept occupied. Feel free to talk here if it helps at all. Take care
Kat xxx

Thanks guys. I appreciate the love and cuddles and advice.

I've been spending a lot of time with one of Emma's close friends, its been really nice and it's kept me occupied. I'm going to try to keep busy like you suggest Kat.

I don't know how I've coped this long! I am pretty amazed at myself. But it's time for her to get better and come home now...

I'm so sorry sweetie, I hope Emma is being looked after and getting better.
You can keep going, you are so so strong and you have little Ethan as well as Emma, even if you can't be with her right now.
Take care
xxxxxxxxx

The meds are finally kicking in! I cant believe shes been in there for 7 weeks - ive only ever spent a week apart from her!

Anyway, she's doing a lot better... more intervals (sp?) between her unwell behaviour, which makes me a very happy bunny :D

Thank you everyone, for caring x x x

Glad she is doing a bit better. How are you managing?