The monster inside is rearing its ugly head trigger
 

Completly coming voices racing and this goddamn stupid Borderline Personality. I want to scream and shout, I want to curl into a ball and cry non stop. I just cant cope I just dont want to cope. Cutting or taking pills feels like an answer but I know its not.
Stress argh just cant do this anymore :-(
This isnt suicide attempt or anything just thoughts and feelings of a borderline inflicted person :crying: :crying:

Hey hun,

Sorry i don't have anything useful to say but i just wanted to let you know i'm around if you want to talk.

Do you have a psych or anyone to talk to? Maybe they could do something to help with your feelings right now.

I'm glad you know that cutting and pills are not the answer. Keep trying to remember that.

Stay strong,
Tabby x

(((((Nat)))))

I understand.

This wave will pass.

Hold onto the life raft. I'm here with you.

Im so tired I just want a break a few days of serious medication so I dont have to think about anything.
My wrists have something crawling in them they need to be cut out can worms get into your wrists???????

No, worms can't get into your wrists. Really they can't. Even though it feels like it. Its maybe rather some trapped feelings and emotions that you're scared of expressing and feeling maybe?
Although you don't want to think, drawing how you're feeling might help. I find it often helps me feel relieved, because it takes off some of the emotional pressure.

Drawing, or even just writing. Writing until you can bear it. That's what I do. That and tearing apart stuffed animals and attempting to cry... (depending on the current overwhelming emotion). If you ever need to talk to someone who understands, I'm here.

Hey Nat Nat,

How you doing now sweet pea

((HUGS you and holds you tight))