something i just wrote
 

drink to numb
drink to feel
anything to make
this not real

getting close
standing on the ledge
how much longer
till i fall of the edge?

watching someone else
this can't be me
sad alone,crying,drinking
is this all i'll ever be?

its all ****ed up
love has gone to ****
my life in ruins
i beg for one last hit

anger, sorrow, guilt
emotions out of control
can't stop what has started
i climb back into the hole