hello and apology
 

sorry i've not been around.

i got out of hospital, and life was ticking along, sort of, til my family got back from holiday and began the whole emotional abuse thing again.

when it got to the point that i'd been yelled at for having friends, having a social life, having a job... and was told if i went to work once more (bearing in mind i'd already quit said job as per their instructions) then i could find somewhere else to live, i walked out. surprisingly, them not knowing where i was all night went some way to calming things down.

still having issues, and spending most of my time not here. but, things are okay, ish.

i'm pretty alright though, considering everything, just not around very much, because one of the things i get yelled at about is being on the computer. i dread to think what will happen when i start to *work* on the computer, but hey.

get out of there! unless you were some kind of hooker (not that i have anything against said professionals) then i can't see your family have a valid reason to moan about your job. *hugs* you are not a child anymore...you have to be independant of them, they have to let you get on with it. *hugs* mand x

funny you should say that... i was/am working in a swingers bar.

Welcome back, and dont apologise!!
Get out of there honey, you deserve better.

A swingers bar?? Very cool!

On a serious note, glad to see you back, Love.

And I agree with the above - get out of there as soon as you can, you deserve a hell of a lot better than them.
And make sure you take care of yourself - they are not worth you doing anything else to yourself.

Take care

Loz x

Will be moving in with boyfriend soon. So, it's just a case of holding on. I'm very good at hanging in there, especially when I know there's a definite time limit.