dont want to live..
 

Dont want to keep doing this.
its been...8 months since my last suicide attempt, the longest period in..at least 2 years now that i hadnt tried to kill myself.
and now, i want to. i dont care anymore. everythings bad again and i cant do it.
i just cant.
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i dont want things to keep going anymore, i just want everything to stop. to sleep forever. and not wake up.

hey love. im here if you want to talk to me. i dont know if ill be much help,but i will listen.
love hevs

Thank you.
I'm just sick of everything. The only thing stopping me is that I feel so bad on my family, iv put them through a lot..and the longer I can keep it together the better but, my falling apart is inevitable.

I'm sorry you're feeling so bad right now.
I do understand where you're coming from; you're not alone. *hugs*
Do you have any professional support, prehaps you could tell them how you feel, if not what abotu a family member? Someone who could support you through this difficult time. You can get through this, we are all here for you. If you ever want to talk my PM box is always open. Take care. x