your not going
 

we wer trying to go away and he yelled "youre not going your not going yournot going your not going yournot going your not going yor not going yournot going your not goig you rnot going yourt not going yopur not going your not going your not going.

but then we went.

You might need to explain a little more than that in order to get any kind of helpful reply. Sounds like you got away wherever you were going eventually though and that that is a good thing.

Is this to do with voices?

To get support you will need to expand a little. x

it's about a person who told me over and over that i could not leave. it was a very abusive and bad relationship. i was told that i would be killed if i left, that i could not make it alone, etc. the usual crap that goes on in those sorts of situations.

but after years of believing it, i left.

Well done for having the strength to leave, have you had a chance to talk through things with a professional?

not really. been broke for so long......there is no money for things like counseling. i've looked into all of the options in the area and anything income based has waiting lists so long that they aren't even adding anyone to those lists. but i'm ok. it is in the past, the long ago past.