slipped
 

ive not been to this site for a while...so i know i shouldnt come crawling back but i dont know wherre else to turn.

tonight i cut for the first time in months and months. dont even know why i did it. now ive slipped, i dont wanna stop.

i need to iron some shirts for my other half but i darent do it cos of the damage i could do to myself.

im.....lost i guess

:'(

Thank you monsoon for the hug

I've remembered why I no longer posted here anymore. It seems if your not in a clique then you hardly get any replies/support. I know I wasn't around much but when I do come to the forum and i saw posts with very few replies I left hugs, short messages to show I was thinking about the person or would send them a pm.

I felt worthless before but even more so now, guess I was right I don't deserve help or support. This will probably get deleted but I don't care, I've said my piece and I won't be using this "support" site again.

As it happens I had not actually seen your post but nevertheless, I don't appreciate the guilt trip. I am not part of a 'clique' as you put it and to be honest I do not think Vets is particularly cliquey. I'm sorry you feel that way though.#

Do you want to talk about what made you slip? It is natural to find the urges stronger after a blip but maybe you need to try and figure out why it happened rather than beathing yourself up about it.

I'm sorry to hear your having such a hard time Lauren. I know its hard to have a relapse after months of being SI free, ive been through that before and its really tough. I wish you the best in this situation and hope you get to feeling better.