I dont know anymore...
 

I don't know how much more of this I can take.
It's scary enough knowing that its going to court.
It's even scarier knowing the dates.

19th July.. Plea hearing.
4th October.. Trial will start.

So long to wait.
So long to try and hold it together.

Why is it in october? Why? I want this over before october.
I start Uni in september.
That was my aim for a fresh start.
To leave this hell behind.
But no....!!!!!!!!!!
I was looking foreward to it...
But now im just stressed about it.

It's bad enough he's already ruined my life.
I don't want him to ruin my fresh start either.
Looks like that wont happen though!!!

*hugs* Ann, no one seems to be talking at all, but I just want you to know I'm here.

Sometimes these things take longer than they should. I know it's hard, but try to stay strong, sweetheart. Talk to someone if you can. *hugs*

I *can* do this.
I *am* right.
I *need* justice.
I *will* be vindicated.
I *shall* see him punished for this.
I *can* hold on.
I *am* strong.
I *need* to be brave.
I *will* be courageous.
I *shall* see this through to the end.

*hugs* Mand has it right, I think, hun. And... well, I've got nothing helpful for you atm, I'm sorry.

But... it sounds like you have been very strong already. Says to me you can keep it up.

*more hugs* Ally

you can do it chickypoos mand x

I know it's hard hun, but you can do this. You are a survivor. You have a right to fight for the justice you deserve. We are all here for you *hugs*