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isabella1411 15-04-2010 10:32 PM

still waiting
 
for someone, idk, anyone to pull me out of the dark void im in.

i guess sense he left i feel like there is no one else... ugh.

i need some kind of light to show me that im not already dead

plz :indifferent: :-( :indifferent:

talaiporia 15-04-2010 10:42 PM

You're not already dead; please keep fighting. Even if things seem impossible right now, it'll pass eventually. Keep fighting for your friends, your family and yourself.

Can you tell us more about what's wrong? Has anything happened recently to trigger this?

EpicFailGirl 15-04-2010 10:46 PM

you posted; we replied. youre not dead. tell us whats wrong. from what ive seen, whatever you say, someone is feeling the exact same thing here, and theyll make you feel like youre not alone.

i mean, i could be the one saying what you are. so tell us what happened, and well try to be that light.

isabella1411 15-04-2010 10:51 PM

its just so dark and cold, i feel like im in a blurry room all the time. idk how to explain it

talaiporia 15-04-2010 10:59 PM

Agree with EpicFailGirl. And (almost) everyone on here has, at some point, experienced what you're going through now, to some degree. Or we wouldn't be here. We understand better than anybody else what you're going through.

There is a light at the end of the tunnel, even if you can't see it right now.

Can you tell us more about what's happening/what triggered this?
Stay safe,
Isabella

isabella1411 15-04-2010 11:03 PM

my family , school, no friends irl.

thank u. :/

talaiporia 15-04-2010 11:06 PM

School doesn't last forever. And are friends IRL really that important? Surely your life is worth more than that?
What about your family? Can you talk to them? Are they able to help?

EpicFailGirl 15-04-2010 11:09 PM

i've felt that blurry, disconnected feeling before. well, disconnected feeling like you feel. blurries something different.

if you feel like everything is seperate from you, disconnected or far away, i've been there. theres a light at the end of the tunnel, and eventually it will come into focus.

remember that the longest, darkest nights are always followed by day. and were here for you. therell be proverbial nights and proverbial days, the light at the end of the tunnel isnt permanant, its like each train station; dont worry if it goes dark again, its not over.

i dont know if im even helping. im as broken as you are. PM me if you need to talk.

EpicFailGirl 15-04-2010 11:11 PM

oh, and ive had no friends. ive been completely and utterly alone in the world. i tried to kill myself 5 times. luckily it didnt work, and after school i went to college and made a friend. shes my best. its amazing. school is the shittest time of your life; it all gets better when the people around you are people, not animals. children are selfish bullying animals and itll get better.

isabella1411 15-04-2010 11:18 PM

ive
tried 5 or 6 times too.

ur right they are animals.

and my family is crazy.


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