Hello, I'm back and... confused by urges
 

I've been gone from RYL for years now, dunno if anyone still remembers me from first time round(hello if so!), and been mostly recovered despite a few minor slip ups.

But recently I've been having major urges to cut... and I don't know why! I prepared tools yesterday night while my fiance was at work , and then started looking for other places which he wouldn't notice, but stopped myself thinking "WTF am I doing??"

I'm still getting urges and keep thinking about it... and I've got no idea why. Everything's okay... I'm currently planning my wedding in August but it's not really stressful as it's very small, my jobs' okay... I feel very anxious in general but I don't know why! Can anyone relate?

I can relate. But I have no words of wisdom.
I came back within the last year after years of absence myself.
Welcome back to RYL *huggles* and feel free to PM me, yeah?

Welcome back, I remember seeing you around. I am sorry to hear your struggling. It is not unusual to have urges but not really have a reason for them. Try fight them if you can, you will get through this. Take care
Kat xxx