Seven weeks but..
 

I just... did something... not cutting but, something else, that.. idunno if it would count as SI or not, i mean, i guess it would...

What do i do? does it count? should i tell my support group? -groans-

I want more of it...i haven't had any in so long. and i did this without even thinking about it...

Hey, whatever you did, please don't be too hard on youself for it. Everyone slips up from time to time, it's all part of recovering. I think it would be a good idea to tell your support group, if you can, as they can help you through it, right? I know it's hard, but try to distract yourself. *hugs*
Sorry I'm not much help
Take care
xx

I can't... I mean... I'm suppose to be clean, and doing really good... it would break their hearts.... -shakes head- I'm sorry, i'm sorry

How are you feeling?
Are you able to talk about what happened?
You don't have to say anything you don't want to but it would help people to know and then they could give advice.
Hope you are okay :) don't worry about slipping up, making mistakes is a way of learning what to do differently next time.
Take Care :)
xx

I don't really feel that great.. i've been really moody/over emotional since yesterday--moreso than usual.
I hurt myself... but... not very bad...but.. i want it to be bad... I just... can't tell my friends that i'm feeling this way.. i'm suppose to be all better, ya know?
I really, haven't been myself since yesterday... so idk... sorry.