The dirty little secret thread *Possible trigger all*
 

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I will never forgot what we did that day.

This is a good idea for a thread. I can't think of one right now, but I might come back later.

You're always the one I think about...

awesome idea for a thread :D

i was secretly hoping you would cheat on him the whole time

I try to smile for you, but inside I'm turning to stone. One day I hope you'll understand.

A part of me wishes it was me carrying your baby

my mind hates you for what you did to me, my body on the other hand wants you to do it all over again.

When I hugged you yesterday I cried because I know deep down, I can't keep on fighting so that is quite possibly the last time you will hug me.

You came home yesterday after being gone for six months. Every day, I was wishing for your safe return. Now, all I want is for you to go away.

Great idea for a thread!! =)

I never know what or who I want
I'm only at uni to prove to everyone I can stay out of hospital
I'm in love with my boyfriend and my best friend!

I am so jealous of her because she got you

i want to drop out but im too afraid of being a failure to everyone.

I want, and will never ever ever have, you.

When you go I begin to feel so **** and suicidal again, its silly. :angry::ermm:

sometimes i wish my biological mom was my mom, not you, and you were dead, not her, then maybe i could tell her about all this, because you dont think im that "type of girl" and she was that "type of girl", she'd understand.

i was actually really disappointed i wasn't pregnant.
i can't stop thinking about you, you were perfect.

I've never been interested in having a boyfriend, and that makes me feel weird. The thought of having to touch/be close to another person in that way makes me want to curl up and cry.

I don't want to get better, I have to hurt myself 'bad enough', then I'll get better.

Sometimes i'm not sure if i did the right thing by getting married

I know I should stop, but I don't want to. I'm sorry.