Slipping
 

After a while of staying away from anything SI i've slipped back again and its getting bad "/
i've found that the longer i stay away, the worse I am if i slip again. I cut more and worse than other times. Does anyone else get this?
Its like the further away i get myself, the worse i get :(

I keep slipping too. But focus on the successes you've had. Everyday you don't cut, is a another day of winning the battle.

I'm sorry you find each time you slip it's worse, do you know what could be triggering this?

i really dont
i just feel so overwhelmed with the urge to cut right now
its like how it used to be but im not the same person
id not done it for months. and now it feels like its got me again.
but like, i dont seem to be able to get enough from it and its scaring me
sorry for ranting. i dont like being scared.
i hope your okay too

Yeh, mine gets worse as well when I have been away for a while.
I hate that your feeling so low right now, you know you can PM me about anything at any time!
*hugs*
xxx

That is exactly what happens to me. The longer I stay away from it the harder I fall. I really understand what you are going through and I know how frustrating it can be. Try reading a good book, it always helps when I am feeling the need to cut. It will be like an escape from everything you are feeling. I hope everything goes well and remember that you are not alone.

thank you for all your replies
i dont really get whats wrong with me. i might try reading next time it sounds like a good idea. but now im stuck with a lot of evidence i need to hide and if im being honest ive made quite a mess of myself. i feel better for posting and people being able to relate. i feel bad talking to people in my life because i dont want to bring down the mood. i just feel like i need this and its not looking like i wont not need it for a long time :|
but thanks for listening to me