have nooone.
 

im so fed up of everything. im fed up of always being on my own, i feel like i just cant do it anymmore. im have no friends, no family and i'll be spending christmas on my own, which may be mildly better than having my parents shout at me. i know i need to get a life and i plan to go to clubs and stuff at uni but when it comes down to it im too tired to phsyically go or i just really feel like i cant face anyone. most of the time i cant even face seeing my housemates, i just hide in my room because i cant face seeing anyone. lately iv felt so bad about myself iv been isolating myself even more and just go to lecture sit on my own and quickly leave after, because i really cant face tlaking to anyone. noone understands though. im just sick of being alone.

I know that feeling well. Do you have any support? My psychologist has referred me to a befriender service. Maybe worth looking for one in your area? MIND do one. For Christmas you could spend it with the Salvation Army. You could help or just go for the meal.

no i dont really have any support, i think im going to be seeing someone at uni but i dont know how often itl be. dont think they do MIND here. i volunteered to work xmas day so can maybe sit with some patients :(

why did u start feeling like this what went wrong for u too feel so low and isolate youself from the world are u scared of anythink?

im scared of being left alone, but i already am. iv felt like this for ages but i guess lately its been worse.

Parents?
 

Are your parents still alive? Siblings?

Isolation is such a painful, vicious circle, I know. Once you're in it it can be so hard to get out.

my parents are n were abusive and my brothers not much nicer and doesnt tlk to any of us. i try to avoid seeing them when i can coz it just makes me feel worse seeing them.