sorry grandpa
 

im sorry grandpa. im sorry i can't help you anymore, im sorry i never played the piano or clarinet for you. im just sorry. and i know this isn't said much in your family but i will always and forever love you. i know these next 6 months are gonna be hard for everyone. i will pray for you and the family. you will always have a special place in my heart. i just wanted to say sorry and thank you for being such an amazing person. and let you know you will be missed.

I hear you. ((holds you gently))

Sounds like he was a very special man, and he'll always be there for you in your heart.

I hope you can come to realize that he was likely very proud of you, despite all the things you said you never did.
It isn't what you 'do' always, but who you are.
xx

*hugs* how did that feel getting that out?