The "get it off your chest" thread.
 

Sometimes you need to just get something off your chest without wanting to post a whole thread about it, and without wanting to bring other people down/have a massive rant in the sofathread. So here's the place for it.

Self-depreciating comments are not allowed though! You're all B-E-A-UTIFUL. Feelings are okay, posting an opinion of yourself as fact is not.

:)

So I'm not allowed to say that I'm awesome? :(

You don't need to say it, everybody knows it already.
:D

P.S. You know what I meannnnnnn.

Cool thread.



Dear Food,

You are evil and i hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So ****ing much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wish i didnt earn so much money so that i couldnt afford to eat and so lost weight because i had no other choice.
which is super selfish i know. im just tired of having no willpower.

I'm sick of food ruling and ruining my life. I'm more sick of the fact that it's my own damn fault.

I can't win.

I'm tired of being in so much pain from my ankle and having to pretend it's not so bad so they don't force me to go back to the stupid physio! I'm sick of not liking who I see in the mirro.

I hate being ill and paranoid. I hate starving myself during the day because *she's* there, and then binging and it physically not being able to stay down because I'm ill.

I want this all to be over.

i'm fed up being so big and fat and not being able to control myself a little while i'm near food. food is evil and is controlling me. i hate it and yet it makes me feel content for a second.

All I do is think about cutting, then tell myself not to be so stupid, and have something to eat instead to make myself feel better.
Once I've had something to eat (which 80% of the time turns into a binge) I then either force myself to bring it all back up (which makes me feel ****) or sit in my own pit of misery feeling fat.
The only time I enjoy life right now is when I'm at work. I dont know whether that's because I'm doing so much overtime I'm there constantly or if I'm doing so much overtime because it's the only place I feel even a little bit worthwhile.

I'm sick of being alone.

Today I haven't stopped eating and I don't know how to stop. I hate myself. I hate this. This is not ok. I lost a bit of weight and it's all back on. I can't stop.
I feel out of control. I want to cry and I haven't stopped thinking about cutting. But eating is so much easier.
This is pathetic.

gym class makes me feel fat

I fail at this life thing.

Not happy. Eaten so much junk in the past few days and just want more. :(

I'm so hungry and I feel like I'm going to binge.. I'm eating far too much to be this hungry but I could strip the cupboards bare if I stayed in the kitchen too long.

I want to be in a normal healthy weight. That's all. That's all. It shouldn't be so hard, right?

So sore. And tired. And broke. And UGH!

I dont think ive ever looked at myself and thought WOW you look good. Infact I avoid looking at myself all together.