not sure why
 

Today has been an okay day. Yet for some reason I just want to cut. I want to do it so much but I have been 16 weeks free now. I don't want to go back but I just keep thinking about it more and more. I have been for the last week or so but thought I could controll it

after using a certain coping mechanism for so long urges are going to come and go. its how you fight those urges that makes you stronger though.

dont be giving in. think of the achievment you have made already and the positives of it.

16 weeks? Alright! Congrats to that hun, that's great.

I'm just over five months and I still think about it, long for it some times (like today for instance). It's just how it is, I think. You get used to it emotionally, your body gets used to it physically...

But way to go! Keep at it hun, you really can do it.

*hugs*

Ally